Anonymous asked:

I apologize for smashing your reality that you won't get any anons when you reblog that post... I think you're a beautiful person and a really cute guy :) How are you today? I hope you can have a good day despite your broken heart. You deserve so much better and it will get better. I promise :D

Awhhh omg. Thats so cute…. sorry for the late reply. Atm I’m alright and I’m getting there. The whole broken heart thing is still there but I’m trying, its still super hard.
Thanl you anon this just made my day thank you xxx


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The nights where your laying there. Tears running down your face. Trying you hardest to tell yourself you don’t love him, you don’t love him over and over again but each word is muffled as you sit there crying into your pillow hoping just hoping that its all just a bad dream and he is laying there waiting for you to wake up. But the reality is he is gone and your alone

Trying to move on.

Moving on has got to be the hardest. You try to shut him out hoping he will message you first. Then you realaize, he never will. And you sit there wondering to yourself what you did wrong, what happend to everything and then you try to act happy and joyful when you talk and actually your dying inside. The “xxx” end up fading, the long message turn into a sentence and the “I love you” stops all together. And its those changes that make it hard for you. You start to think that you can live without him and then BOOM your heart smashes all over again by the littlest things.